You Slipped Away… With No Goodbyes
You slipped away while I wasn’t looking….. No Hug, No saying I Love You, No saying Goodbye.
You departed at your own hand freeing yourself of the struggles the senseless tug of war the chaos going on inside your head, but who could see the sadness the sinking feeling the struggle you had while you were here, when you hide behind the smiles the laughter the positivity that you presented to the world.
One dances with that lower vibration on many occasions trying to fight to stop oneself from drowning in the pain inside ones head, inside ones heart, being surrounded by loving caring family yet you didn’t reach out, you suffered in silence, not wanting to become a burden to those closest to you, not wanting to drag them into the suffering the mixed up emotions going on inside your head. Its not that you didn’t love those beautiful souls surrounding you…. family, friends the love of your life, you just felt that if you departed without explanation of the suffering you were going through, it would protect them in the end.
The ones you leave behind start their own emotional heart ache & pain, trying to make sense of the fact you are gone not through an accident not through physical sickness, the cold hard fact is you departed at your own hand, the shear fact of that is numbing to say the least. You didn’t want to stay to see what the future held for you, or for the loved ones that valued you, you departed at a blink of an eye the magician in you disappeared leaving only the shell of you behind in a crumbled heap, No Spirit Essence just the casing you come into this world with, just the Lifeless Essence of You.
The trauma is only just beginning for the people left behind, the arrangements to be made to celebrate your life to farewell you, yes those closest to you want to say their goodbyes, you robbed them of that before you left…. No hug…. No saying I love you….. No saying goodbye.
As the family and friends the ones closest to you, the love of your life, all try to make sense of what has happened reaching deep within their souls asking… Was their something they could have done to help you, to keep you from departing at your own hand, sadly the clock was slowly ticking, the countdown was on, the time had run out, you made the decision & yes it was yours & yours alone. You decided not to reach out to save yourself, by asking those closet to you for help for the support you needed, they would have thrown you a lifeline to help support you & stop you from emotionally drowning, sadly you didn’t allow them that chance.
When reading this how many times in ones life have you felt like this…. the one that is drowning emotionally hiding it all behind the smiles the loneliness the heart ache the trauma the mixed up chaos going on inside ones head….
Please reach out….. Please ask for help whether it be family, friends, health professionals asking for help is the first step it takes Courage & Strength to reach out, allowing others to help you, we all need help at stages in our lives, dealing with it alone is difficult, confusing & scary. The experiences & struggles one goes through in their lifetime, brings about Empathy & Compassion to help others one may meet along their journey in life that maybe emotionally lost & disorientated .… So in life we need to help one another!
Please stay awhile longer to gather Hundreds of Hugs to say I Love You Hundreds of times to say the Last Goodbye…. Only when one has Lived a Long Adventurous Happy Life, then & only then is it your time….. Your Grand Finale to Bid Farewell & Say Good Bye.
